“You tried to kill me,” Josie said, and she could tell that she had the Minister’s complete attention now; it was as if he had become deaf to the sounds of battle around them. In some ways she felt deaf to them, too, but Josie was no fool—she knew
exactly what her grandfather was. Yet at
the same time she understood what he had gone through. He was no monster. He was just a man, made bitter and cold by
the tragedies of life. The day her
father stepped through the Last Window, he had put into motion a chain of
events he never could have anticipated—and he had caused those who loved him
unbelievable pain. That sort of pain Josie
had seen in herself, along with her mother and Jack. In the face of such agony even good people
could stumble. For that reason, Josie
said quietly, “I forgive you.”
Friday, 18 September 2015
Thursday, 17 September 2015
A Window to the World
September 21, 2003, California
It
should be about her life here as much about her experiences there.
Wednesday, 16 September 2015
A misunderstanding
Tomorrow is Crying for You (Pt. 5)
I
woke still tucked between the sweaters, and still, to my disappointment, very
tiny. A quick check confirmed the
presence of fairy wings. I risked a
small peek outside of the drawer, but nothing in the room had changed. The lamp glowed softly, the faded
flower-printed covers of the double bed remained untouched.
As
I emerged from the drawer I realized I had no idea how long I’d slept. The endless twilight had not given way to
dawn—it never did. That hadn’t seemed to
matter the other times I’d visited, but now it left me cold. I wanted to know how long I’d been in this
room—or at least to believe that the clock was ticking down on this fairy
fantasy, and that soon I would wake up somewhere else.
Try
as I might, though, I could find no clock.
In low spirits I left the room, the quiet now beginning to stifle
me. Yet it seemed unwise to make my own
noise, so I flew in almost total silence back to the restaurant, hoping to discover
Marietta this time.
Tuesday, 15 September 2015
Diary entry, March 2014
But I can’t. I can’t because I'm afraid. The stories come to me in dreams and
haunt me. They refuse translation. I am afraid.
I don’t want anyone to know me. I
don’t want anyone to know anything. I
don’t want to know myself.
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