Tuesday, 10 November 2015

Digging out


Debbie had liked to grocery shop.  She said it relaxed her.  Why this was Jonah could never figure out; he would have preferred to speed race through the grocery store.  But there he would be, idling next to the cart, as Debbie read a label on a product he knew she would never buy.  “And how many hours have I spent in Best Buy?” Debbie would pointedly ask him, but he thought this wasn’t a fair comparison.  At least at Best Buy Debbie could walk through the DVD section, scouring it for the classic musicals she loved.  At the grocery store there was nothing for Jonah to do, other than watch Deb read labels for products she would never buy.

After he lost Debbie he did not particularly want to go to the grocery store again.  That only worked for a couple of weeks, though, so he went on Thursday night, when he saw that T.V. was just reruns anyway.  The grocery store was fairly deserted: that meant he could just speed his way right through it, how he’d always wanted.

Except that he didn’t.  In the cereal section he stopped to read the label on Frosted Mini Wheats, just because he was curious.  And in the frozen aisle he spent a long time marveling at the wide selection of frozen entrees out there for people like him—people who didn’t have anyone to go home to.

Monday, 9 November 2015

Ghosts

I hold onto the clothesline as the
wind shrieks through the backyard
oh how I loved you
more than the tides could ever
love the moon
but now silence mocks the faithful
as I ripple with the green grass
go blind from the apathetic sun


Sunday, 8 November 2015

The Sore Thumb


Diary entry, 1994

A psychic told me once I was from another planet.  Perhaps she was right after all.  I feel strange enough.

Saturday, 7 November 2015

Alone, Pt. 2

Now I whisper to the wind about
my broken heart
failing in slow motion
not a subtle art
toss the stones in the river because
I am
I am here alone at the end

Friday, 6 November 2015

Magic


"But how does it work?” Kitty asked him.
“The stone will glow," the King answered.  "It will be quite obvious to you.”
Frowning now at the bracelet, Kitty returned, “How does it do that?”
“It is magic, of course,” the King replied, causing Kitty to raise her eyes sharply to him.  But the follow-up questions that response prompted—and she had a lot of them—never reached her lips, because Leo broke in. “Your majesty," he said, "we must be leaving."

Thursday, 5 November 2015

Unfinished


And when I choose to come here again                                                                     
will it snow how it did in my dreams
                        will I be

a story worth telling

                                    because the sadness—

it crackles in the night
           
for you           
the mistake worth regretting

                                                the faraway voice        filled with belonging

do you see where eternity ends

did you know that you were my friend
this planet a box that holds me

Wednesday, 4 November 2015

Waiting, Pt. 2


January 9, 1983

Dear Diary,

Today we went to church.  Yuck!  We bought some rolls and French bread after church.  Mom got a pass today.  She came down and took Steve and me out for ice cream.  She said she might have to stay one more week after this.  I hope not.