Friday, 11 November 2016

The Light in the Dark


They found it, separately.  Sometimes one at a time, sometimes in small groups.  They all instinctively shied away from each other, accepted without argument that certain hallways would remain locked to them.  What did they want to see each other for, anyway?  They didn’t.  They didn’t, and they wouldn’t.

Once they had all arrived and found themselves their own shadowy corners, the teenage boy appeared.  He went to a courtyard in the middle, surrounded on all sides by brick walls with windows that opened from the inside.  On a white sheet spread out on the concrete ground he very deliberately started placing red plastic drinking straws.  No one watched him and he paid no one else any attention.

Over time the straws began to form an intricate pattern.  Those hiding in the brick building did not want to look at it, and when they did, they pretended not to understand.  Was it a formula, they asked?  The kind you needed to be a math genius to understand, perhaps?  They were not math geniuses, so they would never understand it.  Satisfied, they slid away from the windows. 

But the group of pirate boys living in the trees overhead did not leave.  They watched from the tree house they built high in the branches.  They knew what the red straws on the white sheet meant.  They knew it was a key.  A key to a map that would lead everyone in the building to the one place no one wanted to go. 

No one, that is, but them.

Thursday, 10 November 2016

Hidden


But the peace which comes my love
there is no lock on the door
And now you can shut out nothing
let alone the memory of
        the war
Some kind of peace now
one hell of a peace now
All bruised and tattered and sore
as long as it hurts less than the no-peace
you were forever crashing through
before
Because this is your peace now
This is your peace now
and in the end what you will find
is the quiet absence of any power you
once believed built a castle in the sky
hidden in his golden palace in the sky
cringing on the cloud throne
playing blindman's buff with time
his hands reaching for you
his hands reaching for you
but even the unbroken must learn 
how to cry
alone

Wednesday, 9 November 2016

The war against hope


“You were my friend,” I said sadly. 

For an answer Marietta just turned away, her eyes downcast. 

“Enough of that,” the witch told us.  “Now come along.  I have plans for the both of you.”

Grief


Fool for waiting
Fooled into waiting 
for something 
more

Tuesday, 8 November 2016

Far Away



When you are a vanishing star
a galaxy stuffed into my little heart


Monday, 7 November 2016

Acceptance



“I like your t-shirt,” I told her.

The girl smiled at me.  It was a relief to realize she couldn’t quite talk yet.  But when she gave me a little wave and turned to go with the dogs, I knew what she was saying.  She would be seeing me again soon.
            
I did not want to see her.  I did not want to know her.  But none of that mattered anymore.  The girl in the cage belonged to me now. 

My heart hurt.  Thinking about the little dog in the woods, I lifted my hand to my nose. 

It smelled like cake.



Saturday, 5 November 2016

Bonfires


Stretch me across your rack, my love
turn tight the wheels
I will not cry
I will not cry since I have
been dry for too long
I should have known
I should have known that
the moment I found the heart to 
bring you here
I would be so much more alone.