Letter from Erica, 1991

Dad is going to be here in 41 minutes, and then I can say "goodbye" to my serenity.  It all comes down to me being able to accept our family members for who they are, but it's so much work sometimes.  Dad & I get along fine when we stick to certain topics.  But, once in a while, I need to take rests away from him.  You know, like a little mental health break.  Sometimes I feel like I'll always be riding on this roller coaster.  I wish I could find a nice flat plateau to walk on for the rest of my life.  But for some reason I think that's too idealistic to be true.  If I ever find it, though, I'll certainly let you know where it is so you can walk on it, too!