This one last time come
along with me you run so
slow I lost you centuries ago now is not where you said you would
be leaving me alone and out
of breath this breakdown in the making where are you love where are you sleeping I am awake I am all aware that I am here and you are there you do not belong to me you do not belong to me
Whose truth will be accepted as
war rages against my memories I
cannot say for certain what I expected or
even what I thought I believed but I am
jumping off the cliff into this pillow of air while you are a voice warning me
from the canyon floor because this is where you disappear and
where I wish for something more
for you to send a message please to
shoot me so far and so wide how
do I survive now love how do I feel
alive when you call to me from an
exploding star when you sing
to me from the briny deep how am I supposed to hold onto you when I have nothing here I am allowed to keep
Because he was a vision in
snow
the carrier of my fears he infected you with my reality he melted you with my tears he
held out his hand as I looked for you he was the last of my projections this hologram I could not see through the carrier of your rejection
So I left you near the valley stream I left you on the greenest hill I left you in the hardest rain I
left you standing warm and still I
left you there in front of me thinking
I had been too kind the
guardian of all my dreams a
slow motion horror to unwind now this
torn frame is the only clue of what I can
never find what does
forgiveness have to do with me when I
am the one you left behind
Yes you were a picture in a book nestled
between a cranny and a nook where
I could close my eyes and see but the library locked its doors and I am prostrate on the floor you
do not belong to me you do not belong to me
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