Friday 29 April 2016

Opening Up




I was one fear closer to here
lost in a night too dark for sleeping
was it me on the ledge            or was it you
whispering
                                                                                              
                        do not give up too soon
do not give up
too soon          

                                                                                                                                   
when I am breaking   

I am a fool

where do I stand

I am a piece of stone mixed in
with all this sand
                                               
yet full of proof
of what died   with you
                       
            why did you bring me here to my cyclone second
when rage engulfs this bridge from earth to heaven              
cinder through and through   
                                                                                                                               
you ask too much                    you do
                                               
for one whisper like the hint of water splashed on embers
for one storybook of dreams with its message tethered 
to the fading metal moon    

the sun  it can  be cruel
now that I gave too much                   too soon                                                                     
                                                           
                                    Is this your plan         

           
is this your one           
your great       
your smoky last demand        


or

my intention
my blue-flame doom

because
burned across my heart your forgotten message
the language lost in time with the words rewritten
resuscitate the girl she is out of breathing
collapsed under the hope she could not believe in
the soot was in her eyes she could only cry

was this my one great truth

did I give up

            too soon?

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