Locked inside

In her four and a half years at college, Kitty hadn't seen one sign of anyone from the Interior.  If she didn't still have the bracelet, she might have convinced herself that she’d dreamt the whole thing up.  Lately Kitty had even started to wonder if the bracelet came from some rummage sale she’d been to with her mother, and that in her need to feel special, she spun a fantastic story around.  The more time that passed since her last visit, the less real the Interior seemed, and the less she remembered about it.

Sometimes in her dreams she could hear the King talking to her but, of course, she never saw his face.  Nor could Kitty recall what the apartment looked like that she’d stayed in during her convalescence.  The much-faded scar where the Minister’s knife had gone into her side failed to jog her memory.  Even when Kitty went to visit the Minister’s grave, she found no marker, presumably because no one had known who he was.  Its absence only heightened her sense of unreality.  Not for the first time did she wish Jack could remember his trip there, if only someone could validate her experience.  But she seemed fated to just forget more and more about the Interior until, somehow, it would cease to exist in her memory at all.