Truce

May 27, 2014

I am tired.

May 29, 2014

Had a funny dream last night.  I was outside somewhere with Matt and the kids when I realized there were four kids with us: 2 girls, 2 boys.  I felt confused, like I couldn't make sense of it.  So I asked Matt how many kids we had and he said three.  I then asked him their names and he told me.  I realized the one little girl I’d been talking to wasn't actually one of our children.  She was dark-haired, probably around 8, and she seemed unhappy.  I was trying to be nice to her and I did feel sorry for her, but her presence freaked me out.  It was as if she were a ghost—no one else appeared to notice her.  I woke up shortly thereafter and nearly woke Matt up, I was so spooked.  I was able to go back to sleep, though.  I can’t remember at all what the little girl and I were discussing.