Tuesday 26 May 2015

Diary entry, April 29, 2004

No bad dreams last night, but I’m feeling anxious today.  I’m glad it’s Thursday and I get to talk to Carrie.

I had an unpleasant conversation with Ella last night about medication.  Certainly I’m defensive on the subject, and I know her general attitude toward it, so I should probably just avoid the subject with her.  She wasn’t mean or anything—she just told me two stories of women she knew who were on Prozak, and how fake and annoyingly happy they seemed.  Not that I'm on Prozak, but still.

She’s a great friend to me, but sometimes I wish I had someone to talk to who understood this stuff.  It can feel very lonely at times.  

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