Dear me—
Hi there. I won’t ask how you’re doing because I know,
so...I guess you’re doing all right, you’re still smiling sometimes, although
yesterday you were pretty angry over a dumb dominoes game. I know, it wasn’t the dominoes game that made
you mad. I know it upset you when Ryan
wouldn’t leave you alone, why won’t he leave me alone when I ask him to? Anyway, you’re spinning and sinking again, I
can tell, which doesn’t make you very happy although you know why. I know you’re just sick of all this crap, you
wish it could be over and you wish you could make your past vanish, or at least
not matter, but you can’t. Just accept
it. Yeah, I know, it’s hard to
accept. You’re getting that scared
despairing desperate fear again in your chest, it had left you alone for a few
weeks but it’s back again, like it or not.
The world’s not going to disappear any time soon.
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