Wednesday 28 September 2016

Disappointed


I was one fear closer to here
lost in a night too dark for sleeping
was it me on the ledge        or was it you
whispering
                                                                                                                            
                        do not give up too soon
do not give up
too soon               
                                                                                                                                                               when I am breaking           

I am a fool

where do I stand

I am a piece of stone mixed in
with all this sand
                                                                
yet full of proof
of what died         with you
                               
                why did you bring me here to my cyclone second
when rage engulfs this bridge from earth to heaven                    
cinder through and through                                                                                                                                                                                         
you ask too much                               you do
                                                                                                       
for one whisper like the hint of water splashed on embers
for one storybook of dreams with its message tethered 
to the fading metal moon

the sun  it can  be cruel
now that I gave too much                 too soon                                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                Is this your plan  
                
is this your one    
your great             
your smoky last demand   

or

my intention
my blue-flame doom
  
because
burned across my heart your forgotten message
the language lost in time with the words rewritten
resuscitate the girl she is out of breathing
collapsed under the hope she could not believe in
the soot was in her eyes she could only cry

was this my one great truth

did I give up
                too soon?

                

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