Diary, March 14, 2004

I don't like being tired.  In fact, I hate it.  I hate having these sleep disturbances - they terrify me.  I also detest knowing that for the next whole day I might feel like shit, and that I still won't sleep all that well the next night.  But this is all part of the game.  Every single process has some part of it that's detestable.  I can hardly expect this to be any different.